niwenwen.

what. the. fuck.

wtf. i dont even know how to express my feelings into words already. seems like everything we said was just pure bullshit. everything i did in the past seemed so insignificant too. once, i could’ve told myself that at least i really gave my 100% for that. but now, looking back? was it even worth it? it just came down to this. i dont know why the fuck am i getting so affected when it obviously isnt vice versa.

i guess people can just disappear. no matter what they do. we’re all heading into oblivion anyway.

fuck this shit.

fuck myself srsly. zzz.

would you forget things/people that are important to you?

oh well, whatever.

actually I kinda knew the answer alr. just that hearing it made it so much more real. if it’s something impt, forgetting it wouldn’t be possible right. that’s right. why did I even waste time doing it. disappointed, rly.

so petty srsly.

need to control my temper better. 1 day i’ll really blow.